i just realized
you are like her
the one who filled my heart before you
sometimes, you comfort my heart and raise me up to the highest sky
but then you break my heart and throw me down deep

is it my fault?
my stupid mistake?
for letting this unreturned hope taking control over my shallow consciousness
get away from me you devilish Hope!

God, i beg you, please
if it isn’t for me
protect me from this so called feeling
that most people innocently find it amusing to call it ‘love’