two way monologue

me: why r u like this? what are the things that make you unhappy?
unhappy-me: i don’t know, u tell me
me: well, u shouldn’t BE unhappy
unhappy-me: why?
me: well, to make it short, your life’s not so bad
unhappy-me: how’s that?
me: u made it, reaching your dream, u’re going to japan, aren’t you?
unhappy-me: it hasn’t come to reality yet, still a long way to go, so many days i have to pass
me: ok then, u have job, u earn money, many of us can not earn it, or earn as much as you do
unhappy-me: it’s not much
me: but still, it’s money
unhappy-me: yeah
me: you have ‘her’ by your side now
unhappy-me: so many uncertainties, we both know there’s only a slightest chance for us to be together. then again, i’m not so sure if she’s the one. well, i don’t believe in ‘the one’ anymore. i don’t think there’s such thing.
me: arrgh, stupid! how bout this, u still have your mom, and families who care for you and take care of you
unhappy-me: yes, but sometimes, i wish i could go away from them, and live on my own, not depending on them anymore
me: u’ll regret it when they’re not there anymore. and it will be too late.
unhappy-me: i know. but they can’t get rid of this feeling
me: you still live. you should be happy.
unhappy-me: i know. but what should i do? what should i live for? what’s in this life that can give me happiness?
me: how the hell should i know. u’re just ungrateful creature!
unhappy-me: speak of yourself. I AM you
me: shit

Upload photo to your blog from your cellphone

Mau upload foto yang kamu jepret pake hape ke blog kaya postingan saya sebelumnya? Gampang, pake aja flickr.

1. Go to this page: http://www.flickr.com/account/uploadbyemail/
2. Liat ada tulisan “Upload to Blog?” di bagian kiri bawah? Baca perintahnya dan ikuti.
3. Kalo dah selese semua diikutin, mestinya diakhir kamu bakal dapet alamat email untuk ngposting foto kamu ke blog.
4. Coba kirim foto lewat email dari hape kamu ke alamat email itu,trus cek di blog kamu, ada deeeeh

Tentu saja hape kamu harus support email. Jangan lupa set dulu incoming and outgoing server di hape kamu.
Enjoy! Semoga berguna.

Super Grub Disk: Make life easy

Makhluk yang satu ini, membuat hidup bener2 lebih mudah, silakan donlot disini, dan rasakan kemudahannya, thank you Guys!
Super Grub Disk ini buat ngrestore Grub boot loader yang ilang, misalnya gara2 nginstall mikocok jendela. Tinggal donlot, burn ke cd, boot dari situ, baca instruksi, ikutin langkah2nya, wolaaaa, balik lagi deh tuh grub yang tertindas oleh mikocok

credits to: ranmaru_sasuke for giving me information about this SGD

Test

Test

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Testing ngpost gambar dr hp

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Post-Ramadhan: Feeling anything?

Ramadhan is over. Do you feel anything? Do you feel renewed?While listening to the preach on Ied’s prayer, I thought of those. Then, I answered myself. Nope. Nothing. Nothing new. Didn’t feel renewed. It was just another day and month passing by. Did i fail?
So I asked some of my friends. The first one said he felt the same way as I did. After all those many times of fasting, he never felt renewed. So I’m not the only one. Then the second one said that she only felt nothing to do. On fasting month, she woke up so early in the morning to prepare for ’sahur’, and went to the mosque for ‘tarawih’ everyday. But now, she felt less occupied.
I sometimes wish that there would be some event happened to me on Ramadhan that can make me change, that can make me feel renewed after it’s over. But nothing. Or am I just so stupid and ignorant to realize it?May be the events happened but I didn’t realize?
So how about you?
From my point of view, fasting on Ramadhan is practically nothing but a little break from our daily sins. Cause afterwards, we forget and conduct bad deeds again, we clash with each other again, we loath someone again, we hurt others again, we lie again. But then I think it over, one month break is not that bad. It’s better then doing  all those bad things all year long, isn’t it?
Well, theoretically, it should be a life time break, right?

When one teaches, two learn

Baru sekarang saya mengalami judul postingan kali ini. Beberapa waktu yang lalu saya ditawari untuk mengajar adik teman, private n intensif. Ngajarin bahasa jowo, ga deng, mana ngarti :p Ngajarin Java, dari dasar sampe bisa bikin game sederhana di windows pake java n MySql. Awalnya sih aga ragu n males, secara lagi banyak kerjaan (yeah rite..). Tapi karena butuh duit, boleh lah.
Pas kuliah dulu dah beberapa kali sih jadi trainer Java, lumayan bayarannya Then, mulailah saya mengajar. Pada saat bagian mengajarkan tentang flow control, while, if-else, dan kawan-kawan, saya iseng kasih tugas kecil kepada adik teman ku itu. Simple aja, bikin program, pake Java yang bisa munculin asterisk (*) kaya gini di command prompt:

*****
****
***
**
*

Di hari berikutnya, adik temanku itu menjalankan program buatannya dan berjalan seperti yang diharapkan. Namun begitu kulihat source code nya, saya terkejut. Kalau saya, untuk membuat program seperti itu, saya menggunakan dua buah loop kira2 seperti ini:

for(int i=5;i>=0;i–){
    for(int j=0;j<i;j++){
        System.out.print(”*”);
     }
     System.out.println(”");
}

bertahun-tahun lamanya saya hanya mengetahui cara itu untuk membuat program seperti ini. Dan saya pikir, adik teman saya itu akan melakukannya dengan cara seperti itu pula. Ternyata, dia melakukannya dengan cara seperti ini:

StringBuffer sb = new StringBuffer(”*****”);
for(int i=0;i<5;i++){
    System.out.println(sb.toString());
    sb.deleteCharAt(0);
}

very simple! no need for two loops! so stupid i am to believe that there is only one way to achieve something. Morals:

1. Teaching is also learning
2. There’s always another way